Anonymous asked:Happy Birthday!
Thank you. :)
Thank you. :)
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My step moms cat is getting to damn smart.
I tried to draw an enderman. (sorry I dont have a scanner.)
Id like to post more things on her, but my depression doesnt help so much. Its not that i wouldnt post anything its just I’d rather post something a bit more productive/themed on my blog.
That being said what do you guys want? What have i done that you guys enjoy the most, or what do you expect/hope to see in my posts?
I look like this now btw.
Its not a demonic biblical location or a underworld of evil magic, its another world. Its an ecosystem and environment with intense morbid beauty. In it you see all kinds of creatures possesing mild to great inteligence, all surviving and interacting in this dangerous land.
You and I have no way in understanding or adapting their ways. This is their world and this world is to them. We come from a land of earth and water. This is a land of fire and blood. We’re not fit for this environment, but that doesn’t mean that it can own us, much like our world hasn’t.
This worlds stunning image is almost tragic. One would might ask if it was a more tranquil place at one point in time, and where the inhabitance wore a less horific expression. Again we can not know this for certain, for its not our world.
To survive this land demands a great deal of respect twoard it and its inhabitance. These creatures are not greater then you, their tatics and means of survival just simply do not parralel to yours. Keep in mind of your past sucess, and the trails you had to surpass to bring forth the world you see now. Survive, overcome, and stay strong. This world isnt yours, but it can yeild value in the other world.
I’m going to quickly appologize to anyone who saw my last post and thought I was going to kill myself.
Granted its something that Ive considered…..but I’m not doing that!
I’m mostly saying goodbye to the blog, assuming I never come back.
It’s been ages, I suppose it’d be appropriate to say something now since….well there’s no reason, but any time is as good as any.
I’m sorry about this blog, sorry to its viewers and the very fabrication of its existence. It /barley/ became what it was supposed to be, then again it never had an initial purpose. I wish it could have been more. I wanted it to be a conduit of my gaming, my art, my music, and/or even my life.
I don’t know what to do anymore, I feel my life possibilities vanishing and I can’t do anything about it. I feel so alone. I don’t know who to trust anymore. I miss my family and my friends.
I feel like I’m defective and have no hope to be fixed from it. I make great connections with friends and family, only to have it demolished for various reasons from my fault or others. Either way people get sick of me and I don’t know why. I hear about people talking behind my back asking if I’m /retarded/, with that kind of impression there must be something wrong with me. If I do have a problem its worse aspect must be its discression. I wish I knew what was wrong with me. I wish I knew how to fix myself. Perhaps I’m just not built for this world. I look everywhere and recognize this world favors left brained people. A simple test shows that I use 90% of my right brain, and it seems I’m almost handycaped with my otherside.
If you even bother to look at my posts I don’t know what to personally say. I’m broken to this world, own nothing to myself, and I’m homeless. I don’t expect anyone’s help, we all have our needs to meet. I just wish I had a reset button to my life, or at the very least an off switch.
Some of you I love, and I wish we had kept contact. I miss you so much, I wish I hadn’t been so dull or ignorant to fully appreciate our relationships. I miss you so much.
That’s good, I’m held up at my sisters. Wish I knew who you were, this slow reply is tedious :s
OuO what about you, how are you?